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Fasting Tuesday Week #22: The Shadow of the Most High

This week is scan week, and I know people must be praying because the peace we both feel is ridiculous. Cade has enjoyed a week of being so normal- running, playing, sweating, soccer, playgrounds. All of the things I once took for granted feel like a privilege and a gift.

Thursday morning we will go in for a chest CT scan and a meeting with our oncologist. If the spots remain, we will have surgery in the next two weeks to remove them and get pathology. Everything hinges on the results of the pathology, and we are praying that every single cell is dead.

We got to spend time with friends on Sunday night celebrating how faithful God has been through this process. It was so encouraging, and so good for me to stop and look back and realize all that God has done. It reminds me of the story where Jesus healed 10 leperous men and only one returned to thank him. I want to be that one. I want to always be willing to recognize when miracles have happened. Some days it feels like life can be a long string of difficult things  ahead, but I think thankfulness gives us new perspective. Every day God has new mercies that help us make it.

The further we get on this journey the more I realize that there is no perfect way to do all of this, and there is no rulebook. We are learning how to trust and how to rest and how to listen more and more every day. I know when my heart has left trust because anxiety and fear quickly come piling in. I love how Psalm 91 talks about us abiding in the shelter of the Most High, there is something so peaceful about His presence. Even if my circumstances have not shifted, when I go to His shadow the trouble can’t find me there.

Thank you so much for praying with us for clean scans and hearts full of hope this week. We are indebted to each and everyone of you for how faithfully you have carried our family through this difficult time.

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